
Originally Posted by
Kalise
I think the major difference between Yotsuyu and Fordola is that, for the most part, Fordola signed up for the crap she got.
Like, Yotsuyu is a real monster. Literally the first time we see her she tries to get a guy to kill his own parents for her amusement. She's clearly sign posted as evil. But upon delving into her past, we get to know that she was made this way by how she was treated. She was basically considered to have the same worth as dirt in how she was raised. No-one cared about her for even a second. As such, she learned to treat other people like dirt since, well, that's all she knew.
The reversion into Tsuyu is basically her getting to live out a childhood where she could actually be a child. Where someone could, for once in her entire life, care about her. Treating her like an actual human being.
Meanwhile, Fordola... She basically got tired of the crap she got from the Imperials (Like every other non-Garlean race...), especially with the taunts she got because of her father working for the Imperials and decided to sign up and try and prove herself.
Not knowing that, Garleans don't give a crap about non-Garleans and even then, a single failure can get even high ranking Garleans exiled/executed because weakness is not tolerated.
So when the time came to try an experimental augmentation, she was easy to chose because if it went wrong, no-one would care. Then when all of her friends were killed by the Imperials, she realized that shockingly they never gave a crap about her or her people and never will.
Now she's all mopey because she sold her soul to the devil and betrayed her own and has nothing to show for it and realizes she never would. She did all the horrible things because she thought that it might get her people a better life than being "Savages" that are seen as less than human (Err... Garlean?)
Like, literally, she had the choice to go and fight for the Resistance. She took the "Easy" path and tried to make a name for herself within the Empire at the cost of the very people she was fighting for. She's now realizing just how much she messed up with that decision and is now being crushed by the guilt of all the horrible things she's done with no light at the end of the tunnel to justify it.
To top it off... The very people whom she hurt the most, have forgiven her. How is she supposed to get what she feels she deserves, if the people whom she was fighting against give her another chance not only after achieving the very thing she set out to do (Despite her efforts to stop them in pursuit of her own path to the same end), but also allowing her to atone as a Hero? Like, immediately she was given trust and put in a position to choose to be a hero despite all the things she had done. Despite her feeling as though she was beyond redemption.
So yeah... It's hard to feel quite as teary eyed with Fordola, because she wasn't really forced into being evil. She chose it as she thought it was the best decision to make.
However, she's also right on the precipice of a major redemption arc if she gets more exposure in the post-Lakshmi story. One where she, begrudgingly, starts to become a hero. Well, as far as is possible, given that the people detest her. Meanwhile she'd also have to struggle with the fact that she doesn't want to just act as though all the horrible things she did had no consequence, she doesn't want to "Atone" for them by doing nice things and considering them balanced out. She'll want to carry her guilt with her for the rest of her life, even if she becomes heroic and people start to actually like her and forgive her.
Maybe at some point she could actually go on to learn to forgive herself. Due to all the support she gets from those she wronged, as well as Lyse, the WoL and M'Naago etc. Where she'd just break down into tears at the idea that, she isn't condemned because of what she's done. She isn't a monster. She no longer has to carry this massive guilt around with her. She's found a place where she's actually respected as an EQUAL (Especially if she grows to admire people like the WoL/Lyse for how they treat other people, including turncoat Imperials such as the Populares)