Dear Diary.. Jk

Sadly most of the stuff you hate they aren't going to budge on, some games aren't for everyone and that's ok. XIV is a game I come back to when I'm frustrated with Archeage or BDO so maybe just take a break? This game is definitely better if played in short bursts or just like a few months a year. I believe even Yoshi himself said to unsub and play something else.