I love how some people are so quick to label FFlogs/Parsing "toxic" and "elitist" when those are legitimate tools that can be used as a great metric for personal improvement. It's like people can't take a second to look in the mirror before throwing out these labels, the epitome being someone saying a person deserves to be depressed. Really?

On topic, Kaiva, this happened with me when I started paying this game a little over 3 years ago, I started as a WAR, thought I was on a roll since dungeons were so easy and Ramuh Ex made me realize I absolutely sucked as a tank. I simply could not keep track of all the debuffs, swaps and mechanics I had to do, this is not even accounting I had no idea about DPS numbers back then. I believe I improved a lot over the last few years, and have been enjoying raiding ever since FCoB.

Regarding the numbers... Your logs aren't good, but they are also from a small sample pool (1 log for each fight) and like others have said, remember that when it comes to Savage it will compare you against people who are most likely raiders as well. I took the liberty of looking up your gear on the lodestone and I have noticed that you have a lot of slots that aren't melded, and several of your pieces are sub-optimal for SMN (Spell Speed for SMN = bad), both factors which have a heavy impact on your DPS. Outside from that you'd need to take a look on improving your active time (very low on that o5s kill) and your overall opener/rotation.

Other factors to consider are:
1 - You picked one of the most complex DPS classes to learn
2 - You haven't been playing SMN for long
3 - SMN may just not be for you, it happens (happened to me as well, I'm stil a mediocre WAR after all these years lmao)

So yeah, the veeeery first thing you need to do is make sure your gear is at the very least fully melded with materia VI. You can't have a baseline of where you're at with your current gear. Next thing that would be good is either looking up stuff about SMN online/on the DPS forums/on the Balance Discord, or finding someone who is good at SMN to coach you. We are on the same server, so feel free to add me if you ever need advice/help on current savage fights (I have cleared the tier) or advice regarding healer jobs (my main area). I also play stuff like DRG/PLD at an acceptable level.