Confessions of a Toxic Elitist

[Moogly]

I play games to have fun

Honestly, I don't even understand OP to begin with.
He puts himself in some kind of depressional state for such pointless reasons...
I would even say, it is all well deserved as he's somehow making a mea-culpa of how he's been harsh on other people, even though he doesn't even meet the standards he's been imposing on them.
But in the end, it is a good wake up call... though he should understand by now why people labelled him toxic elitist !

Now next step is to throw all that mindset in the garbage, and like Stormfur, just have fun playing the game...