
Originally Posted by
ThirdChild_ZKI
I fell in love with raiding when I just didn't want to deal with the relic quest anymore very early on. Back then, I was in a VERY casual FC, almost all of which weren't interested in raiding. So I got out there and networked, kept finding people who also wanted to learn, and we took on T5 (which was aging already at the time, and shortly before Second Coil became a thing). I think we were at it for 3-4 months before we finally pulled it off, and the BLM that would later create her own static (which I subbed for then ultimately joined for a while) thanked me for having taught her and all the others all of T5, purely just by constantly dragging them in there. Downing T6 together was yet another moment I hold close to my heart.
A LOT of FC drama and other things happened around the Gordias timeline, when my FC finally formed a static from the few of us serious about raiding. Don't even want to get into that, but it ultimately led to my rise to FC leader (after much damage was done and many left or left to follow the former lead), and not long after that, my departure from said static and eventually leaving the FC (I was the last remaining original member, and had been largely unhappy-but-loyal throughout all of ARR). I suppose the one good that came from it was that I rediscovered PvP and more importantly, that sense of teamwork and camaraderie that attracted me to raiding in the first place. I sat out of Midas Savage and didn't miss it at all.
Raiding now is. . . alright. I don't feel any worse or any better personally, but that's probably because I'm always working out my own little optimizations or ways to do it better in everything I do. I don't want to speak ill of FFLogs, but both being a console player, and playing a job so marginally/conditionally accepted, I really have no love or care for it. I don't even bother checking now as my current static lacks a DRG, thus everything I do would be lesser than what it could be, plus I'll trade big dick DPS numbers for proper mechanical execution any day. I want to win more than I want to show off. And yes, I understand there's more to FFLogs than waving around numbers, but let's not sugarcoat things: If people can, they will. And I just don't care.
I'm probably an awful person to have such a devil-may-care attitude toward the stereotypically "hardcore" types. You know, the ones that require logs and treat joining a static like applying for a job. I mean, if that gets them good results, I respect that, but I also find it a bit laughable. So as not to step on toes, I think it's less about building a perfect team for me, but more of becoming part of a solid unit. If we're good, it's because we're strong together; if we're bad, we're bad together and can work to improve, rather than being ready to just give people the axe and treat them as if they as players are so expendable, or the job they play overrules any and all qualities the player themselves may have. I can join any team any time; I want strong companions to face challenges with and grow to call friends
As for the raids themselves. . . well, I miss the sense of "exploration" Coil had. I miss the sense of adventuring into the unknown. We knew something was down there. Once we knew what was down there, we knew WHY we had to go back. And getting in was hard enough. Getting back out was the challenge. I miss that. Alexander wasn't terrible, but the goblin thing, the peppy music, and in the case of Savage, the shotgunning right into the battles just made it feel like running some extreme trial again, turned up to 11. Omega's been okay, but largely due to nostalgia. Still, I feel like I'm just running trials, and with both raids and trials getting a bit stale these days, I just don't enjoy it as much as I did Coil.