Quote Originally Posted by Paladinleeds View Post
Yeah, that was me. Still an issue I face. It's because of how I perceive things. I see it as if I break any rule (no matter the severity), I should be permabanned right off the bat. I've got a review for my therapy on Tuesday so will probably be having to start another round of it. Had just started to get control of it then I got hit with about a hundred different things going wrong at once undoing my progress... One day I'll get it under control for good I swear...
(If the Mods want, they can count this as attempt to derail the topic and close it - so we'd be doing the OP a favour! ;D)
So happy to hear you've seeked help though! Always enjoyed reading your posts and felt sorry for you (...thats not meant to sound belittling... does it sound like that? If so, I'm sorry, not my intention!) when you made your full turns there - so grats on seeking help, I know how difficult that can be and all the best for that!
May you enjoy life and the forums to its fullest!