Yeah if it had been in the middle of the fight I would have rezzed, but literally the healer died and then a second later the boss went down. So I figured why take the penalty going into the trash. And with the wipes on trash first the tank would die and then the healer and then me. When the tank would go down I didn’t go straight for the Rez bc I didn’t want to step on healers toes because I’ve seen people post about being annoyed by heal happy red mages. So I just figured the healer would get it and then by the time I realized that wasn’t gonna happen I was dead too.
So yeah only things I personally could have done would be to jump straight on the rezzes, which I thought o was doing the right thing by not doing given the circumstances.
So yeah, I feel bad about obviously not doing what the group wanted and even worse not realizing there was even an issue. But even so, I feel like if things started going south because the tank was dying that's clearly not the fault of the red mage, though obviously they were expecting me to fix it I suppose.
Edit: just figured out how to view the players I've recently played with, and all three from that run were from the same FC, so that kind of makes me feel a little better tbh, like it wasn't just three random people who had never seen eachother before and wordlessly all agreed I needed to go.