Why Does It Feel Like Poor Play Is Acceptable (I'm Venting.)

[akaneakki]

If you got the clear then time wasn't wasted.

If I can do 6 mins v1s runs vs 10 min ones, I lose 4 min right? I can do 5 runs instead 3. Farming- get stuff done soon as possible and get back in soon as possible. I can wipe to zurvan for 45 mins and get 1 kill, that's another waste of time. I'm pretty sure being killed by the boss mulitply times or kill the boss every 2-3 runs, hell even taking 5 min longer per fight is a waste of time.
You know, it's like what the person said ''its just a game not a job'' well figure it out, I work and I do other things EVERYDAY outside the game, I'm productive irl, so when I play the game I want to be productive too, because it's only a small time of my day that I can play. Trying doesn't make it a job, being better at the game doesnt make it a job, playing as a team member isnt job. What makes it a job is that I have to strive 3 times harder for the sake of the person whos unwilling to learn and try to get better