So lately I've been mulling over using a fantasia that's been sitting in my inventory since HW launch.

My character looks a lot like I do irl, and I did that on purpose right before 2.5, changing from a pink-haired miqo'te to a hyur.

But now I'm wanting to change again, but I'm kind of hesitant because I feel like this version of my character has been through a lot. And it feels like I'm killing him in a way? What adds to it is that I'm kind of close to the end if the SB msq and It'd be weird in my mind to suddenly have my current form..change and Lyse and the others not question it, you know? >__>;;

I considered also doing a name change alongside the fantasia to kind of...offset that weird feeling I'm having, but I'm still unsure.

I know this is super silly. Trust me. But have any of y'all ever felt this?