I've spent years in MMOs (WoW, *shudders* Maple Story, other random FtP Korean mmos, and now FF14) being a dps. I recently had a midjob crisis in that I just couldn't stand being a Smn or Blm anymore and wanted desperately to be something else that was much more fast paced and engaging. The problem intensified when my highly picky and extremely indecisive nature rose up. When it comes to games like Final Fantasy, Zelda, Skyrim, Kingdoms of Amalur, etc. I'm a very "Brute Force" type of person. I'm not one for devising cunning strats or sneaking around for stealth kills. I'm a "I'mma slice your head off and shove it up your bum" type of person, relying on instinct and memorizing attack patterns to just go all ham on a enemy or boss. Also aside from magic I like 2H swords (with 1H swords being an alternative when I can't use 2H ones). So I gave Drk a try, being scared out of my mind to tank since it's something I've never done before and I kept hearing left and right how clunky Drk was and how it was bad and stuff. I took the dive and oddly enough it felt almost second nature to me, I was able go with my brute force, instinctual style of playing and was doing rather well. After a time I gave Pld a go, but it just didn't feel right like Drk did to me. As I leveled up, I got more use to the idea of being a tank, though was still scared out of my wits at making a mistake. Now though, I'm perfectly fine with being a tank, am able to keep a very chill attitude and keep groups as happy and fun as I am able and even have a new found confidence in myself.
Becoming a Drk and a tank in general has been a most liberating experience as this has been the most relaxed I've felt playing this game since 2.0 and I'm having tons of fun, with no stress and actually enjoying being with the random people I encounter in DF, even if the run fails horribly. I do my best as a tank and don't feel any pressure or have any feelings of nervousness or timidness and instead I always feel inspired to do better and to do my best always. So Drk will be my choice and for as long as I can will be my main choice of tank as it opened my eyes to a role that ended up fitting me far better than I could have ever hoped and turned me into a person who loves to tank and getting excited at going sword first into new content. Lol, sorry if this ended up being a life story type of post, it's just Drk really changed me for the better in this game and I just wanted to explain why I love the job so much.
