Yea, it is just hard for me because I have been a hardcore MMO gamer all my life until I had kids. Now my time goes to them until they are asleep. That leaves 3-5 hrs a night depending on how tired I want to be at work. Deep down I want to achieve the best and it isn't possible for me. It conflicts with my personality having so little time to commit. Hey, at least I have one 50 better than nothing.