So you fail at this game so much that you managed to get lost in Castrum/Praetorium, watched every cutscene while the rest of your group fought the mobs (becuase re-watching the entire thing in your inn is a no-no, rite?) and didn't participate in major boss battles since you've fallen behind? Essentially, you got carried through and you're STILL complaining? Wow, FFXIV sure has a wonderful community... /sarcasm