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  1. #81
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    Victoria Neversong
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    Quote Originally Posted by Shinkuno View Post
    Because if wanting to kill is "you being you and enjoying what you enjoy" then you need help, IT IS WRONG. There is no sugarcoating that.
    Killing isn't
    . I don't want to kill I just want to be the dark princess that I can be.. I just want styles that suit me is all because it hard to find them in games... I know I'll be mad fun of for saying this...

    But the reason I sneak into graveyards or try to is I kinda of hope that my vampire prince will show up and take me away from all the misary like Lestat in quuen of the damned did for Jessica
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    Quote Originally Posted by Chloe_Saunders View Post
    How am I supposed to deal with my emotions on things I tell myself to be good but whenever I feel like I really am against the world just for the things I like.. Look I go to therapy I take seroquall and few other meds but I still get like that and I don't know why I just feel attacked when people say no when I just try to be myself and have fun enjoying what I enjoy.. I wish it could be more like my books
    Thought you weren’t allowed on the “forms”. Another attention grab I assume
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  3. #83
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    Quote Originally Posted by Chloe_Saunders View Post
    Its not rebellious when its the truth that's why people hate on and are against me even those who say they love me sit in judgment regardless I'm done don't care anymore im tired I'm angry that I can't go to the concert for my favorite band and part of me wants to pull a vlad the impailer
    How old are you? 12? 14?
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    Someone call the Forum Police! Because I wrote passive aggressively that DT looks not good. Oh how right I was!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Chloe_Saunders View Post

    But the reason I sneak into graveyards or try to is I kinda of hope that my vampire prince will show up and take me away from all the misary like Lestat in quuen of the damned did for Jessica

    This isn't going to happen. It has never happened to anyone outside of a book. You could roleplay this with someone if you want but you're going to have to accept that this is a fantasy and hanging out in graveyards at night is dangerous for a lot of reasons.

    Dress however you want. Forget what other people say. That's fine. Have your own style, enjoy the things you like as long as they don't affect others directly in a negative way. Love who you want, do what you want to your body once you're an adult and nobody else has responsibility for your welfare.

    But live in reality and understand that the young adult fiction section of your local book store isn't a guide to Narnia. Doing things from a story or dressing like a storybook character isn't going to make that story happen for you. Join a theater group if you want to live the stories, organize a LARP group, hang out at goth/scene/BDSM clubs when you're old enough and find someone who'll try to make that fantasy real for you, but it's NOT going to happen of it's own accord.



    Also.. ironically I'm also going to advise that hanging out on a game forum is probably not helpful if you don't take criticism or teasing well.


    and returning back to the original topic. I'm fully in support of more glamour options for whatever. I already gotta deal with someone literally cosplaying a wiener, how much worse can it get? I wish I had more options for pale goth girl makeup anyway.
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    WHERE IS THIS KETTLE EVERYONE KEEPS INTRODUCING ME TO?

  5. #85
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    When I was a toddler, my sister, who was really into Labyrinth at the time, kept trying to give me away to the Goblin King. Needless to say it didn't work out.
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    Quote Originally Posted by TheMightyMollusk View Post
    When I was a toddler, my sister, who was really into Labyrinth at the time, kept trying to give me away to the Goblin King. Needless to say it didn't work out.
    To be fair, it's perfectly natural to feel that way about David Bowie, I am not even into guys and I am still capable of acknowleging as much.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Chloe_Saunders View Post
    How am I supposed to deal with my emotions on things I tell myself to be good but whenever I feel like I really am against the world just for the things I like.. Look I go to therapy I take seroquall and few other meds but I still get like that and I don't know why I just feel attacked when people say no when I just try to be myself and have fun enjoying what I enjoy.. I wish it could be more like my books
    Chloe, like Liana I have a cluster B personality disorder as well. When I was a teenager, I was a lot like you - or at least, a lot like who you're portraying on the forums.

    Though I don't know your exact circumstances, I do empathise with you - deeply. I have a good idea of how you're feeling.

    It will get better. You'll find a therapist who works (don't be afraid to shop around when you have the independence to do so - and hold on, because even if that doesn't seem realistic now, that day WILL come). You'll find a combination of solutions that will clear some of that emotional fog.

    Things will get better. I know it doesn't feel like that right now. But it will happen. For now, listen to your caregivers, guardians, health professionals, whomever - they have your well-being in mind, even when it's difficult for people like you and I to see that.
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  8. #88
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    Quote Originally Posted by VeyaAkemi View Post
    To be fair, it's perfectly natural to feel that way about David Bowie, I am not even into guys and I am still capable of acknowleging as much.
    I tried to copy that look but couldn't find pants that were tight enough so I just painted them on...
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    Quote Originally Posted by RitsukoSonoda View Post
    I tried to copy that look but couldn't find pants that were tight enough so I just painted them on...
    That...had to be uncomfortable. Or messy. Or both.
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    The real problem is taking them off again.

    Especially if you forgot to shave your legs first.
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