
Originally Posted by
VelKallor
When I started FF 14 I picked Summoner , rolled with it as Shadowbringers SMN changes came into effect. My first run in this new expac, more or less my first year...I did okay and then I hit a brick wall.
Level 77 Feast of Lies
I had never hit a fight like this before, was on a huge learning curve and really was not understanding fully of the mechanics for this fight...I didnt know that he had his OWN enrage, I remember talking to friends, asking what the hell I had done wrong. None of them twigged that I was referring to that separate enrage until a mentor said casually "yeah he has his own enrage, when xcxx happens BURN HIM DOWN FAST".
That one solo scenario took me eleven tries. I was frustrated, angry, pissed because I knew if I didnt finish this fight, I was blocked, no progression, no Eulmore.
5 am that morning, 70% humidity in a Sydney summer, I couldnt sleep...also disappointed in myself as three friends had been waiting for me to emerge, I admitted I had failed AGAIN..they said dont worry you will get it. It was going to be 33 degrees C that day..yeah ugh...
I rode through Kholusia determined to finish this, each stage seemed easier somehow as my hands knew the drill....got to that last NPC, my hands were shaking, my feet trembling as I blasted him again and again and again, my hands hurt but I didnt care..I got the adds down in a hurry.....something inside me clicked, all of a sudden I understood my rotation, KNEW what I had to do..he started his spell and I let him have both barrels ( I later joked that had there been a kitchen sink I would have used THAT as well )...Bahamut came up, ENKINDLE HELL YEAH, my hand stabbed down, Bahamut reared , bathed that sanctimonious jerk in a massive blast of azure fire....he went down.
He. went. down.
It took a moment to sink in.....sat there for ten seconds, my hands shaking.The rest of the cutscene ran on , in a few minutes I stood in Eulmore, no one to welcome me, it didnt matter. Attuning to that crystal was above all the sweetest victory. . I was elated, satisfied, most of all a massive feeling of triumph.
Id earned it
Alone.
To this day I remember that fight struggling to learn, to see what my mistake was and how to fix it, how to beat this encounter. I did it unaided...I guess all of us have had those moments in one game or another when we think "what the hell do I do here, how do I beat this", every single gamer has had at least one of those times.
To me at least, having any addons or callouts would have taken away from that moment, it was me or him, one on one....to be honest..I would never have had it any other way.