Nah it was from like Mid Feb. You didn't die at all. I chose it to make sure it was as close to a 1:1 comparison as possible (a tenet to ensure good log review).
Looking at it:
- You can see you have too many fast blades and that they don't align with your riot blades
- I didn't show it here, but I'd bet your Goring Blade uptime was a good bit lower than mine too, as evidenced by the fact you cast it less
- Your Riot Blades don't line up with your GB + RA casts
- You missed a staggering number of HS casts and Requiscat
- Poor usage of Sheltron -> Shield Swipe
- Sub-optimal defensive CD usage as well
Now I know that PLD isn't the job you're referencing, but I wanted to just paint a picture that a PLD is actually a pretty mechanically easy job to play, and there's a lot of mistakes here, that will absolutely translate to SMN, which is considerably more in-depth to do well with.
This is just comparing casts too. There's a lot more to look into, but this is a great place to start. To look into where you're missing things.