This is where I find myself too. It's a battle of keeping players in my lime if sight (since so many of my comrades forget wood blocks magic) and helping them alive slightly longer than the opposing healer can. As scholar I can do a fair amount of self-preservation since my faerie continues to heal through attunement. But I can only go so far, and I'm at a cross to be living it's my skill level or just a fundamental problem with how the role works on the feast.
I've never encountered this in any other PvP mode.
