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It reminds me of a poster who occasionally visits the forum and complains about how the Ponies can be obtained via the Unsync option. Because the ARR Primals used to be hard. Still are synced, mind, lord knows that's the bane of the Mentor roulette. But few people care about the ponies with birds around, and few people care about the birds with the doggos around. The trophies that matter exist within a sliding window.
This actually kind of bothers me, too, as you may surmise from my going to bat against the undersized party toggle.
Just so we're all on the same page, I've mentioned previously that my most "noteworthy" accomplishment insofar as raiding goes has been clearing A4S. I did that at the end of HW, so before undersized was an option but post-i270 being freely available, and while it wasn't a complete joke, it was already a pale imitation of what it was. I still use the Gordian Mails of Maiming and Striking because I really like them, but... I don't really have a sense of pride or accomplishment to go along with it.
I have some memories of hilarious tomfoolery with the friends I played with, but... 3 of those friends already no longer play and it's been less than 18 months, I think, since this memory was formed. And the ones that do, like me, are holding on by the tiniest of threads; logging in for just a few scant hours per week. A whopping two hours for me personally.
I cleared all of the ARR Primals and all of Coil minimum item level before that, because we wanted to start raiding and I needed practice being just a couple months into the game. It was fun, and challenging, and I became a much better player. I also learned to hate certain fights, but that's a whole different tangent. We started raiding in Midas tier. Casual-midcore group, we busted our collective behinds for ~5 months. We did crafted HQ gear, the NM raid gear, Anima Relics every time a new step launched, I spent dozens of hours both in queue for and inside of Weeping City of Mhach trying to get my tank pants the week it launched. 22 partial and complete runs, I don't know how many abandons, all while on tank and trying to explain mechanics to people well enough to clear. Anything at all to give us an advantage, to progress, to do whatever on.
It took us about 4 weeks, at two nights of 2 1/2 hours a week, to clear A5S. We had some lineup issues off and on so it was maybe a little tougher than it otherwise should have been, even for us. We eventually got to the third robot in A6S, but kept getting ganked by the four Goblins that spawned at cardinal directions. We could never really figure out what was going on, so we'd get sent back to the first robot - after already spending weeks progressing to even see that far - and try to get that far again. First robot we eventually got down pat, but there were always issues on the second robot and we'd get to the third robot maybe 15% of the time. Just to die again.
A6S broke us. Next tier was ~3 weeks removed when we just said to hell with it and went on hiatus. I announced the next day that I was done, and left the group so the leader would have ample time to find a replacement. After all those months of progressing, gearing and working my ass off... I have a single Midan Earring of Slaying for my efforts. I keep it in Retainer's storage as a testament to my folly. And to remind myself that even if I had managed to get to A8S, had managed to down A8S, my reward would not really be gear. No, my reward would be yet another weekly lockout. For gear that would mean nothing to the next raid tier, for glamour that may or may not be individually pleasing. My reward would be memories of suffering briefly interspersed with humor, and wishing we were doing something - anything - else together.
That's what raiding is to me in this game, and that's why I'll defend the trophies others earn. Because I sure as hell didn't earn the Faustlet minion I'll eventually have. And in the process of defending the trophies, should Square finally listen to some feedback, maybe I'll find a reason to try again instead of my current trajectory that sees me once again unsubscribed entirely. I think I might actually be at the point where I don't want to do anything until EoL/maintenance mode time. Surely by then everything relevant now will be soloable. lol