
I think you need some help brah.
You don't have to go with such a living condition,
pretty sure you can get engaged in live,
like get a job and some friends and stuff.
Maybe some anger management too.
Not good when you need a game to be your time sink,
so much other enjoyable stuff you could do irl.
Ontopic:
I'm all for HNMs on long respawn timers,
They should make them stupid hard tho, and i mean stupid hard.
Not like Ifrit or so, that is way too easy...
So hard that really most LSs can't beat it.
Because that gear should go to people who really deserve it,
and not to people who got the best third party program,
never liked that it was that way at a point in ffxi.
Sidenote:
On top of that... if they enabled proper gear swaps..
It would give people so many goals, to optimize their gear
by going for several pieces of gear.
Really not pleased with this 1 piece per slot situation.
New content just doesn't last long enough with 1 piece per slot imo.