So this happens to me with almost any RPG game I play and I am super frustrated right now!

When I choose a class I take 2 things into consideration 1. Endgame gear looks 2. Is it my playstyle?

So I rolled up a THM and unlocked BLM and have played it level 37 I think and for the most part it was fun. But now I am a bit upset at the "blackmage" spells we receive during the class quests as they seem..not very blackmagey. So I want to try something else out!

On top of not knowing what to play, leveling Lancer to level 10 was PAINFUL, I had 0 quests in all 3 starting 1-10 area's so I was forced to grind out Leve's and a few FATES. So...I don't know if I should make a new character now or not! UGH!

I have been toying with the idea of trying out WHM, but 2 things are holding me back.
- Will I be watching bars and literally always missing cool boss fights?
- Does healing "feel" in this game any different?

Ugh, I dont know what to play!..and I might be crazy