Feels like there was just to much beta for xiv. I've been in the launch of a dozen mmo's in the past, and every time it's usually "ooh pretty/new/exciting/mysterious, lets go exploring and do some leveling and get together with our friends!" But this is more of a "saw it in beta, do task a, b, c and git-r-done to kill ifrit".

So, hopefully I can find the wonder I'm looking for. Maybe i"m looking for nostalgia that I'll never feel again, I'm not sure. But I'm not giving up yet.