Quote Originally Posted by Zhyrios View Post
They do have hardcore servers like this.

In ffxi.
+10 Also may I suggest the Ryzom MMO. You want hardcore they have it, it's a beautiful game it doesn't hold your hand and you'll die 50 times before being able to walk across a zone. It's also mostly free for basic accounts now so you can try it without spending anything for a long time.

I don't usually suggest people to move to another game, but really I hear you guys but you won't get what you want out of this game and on the off chance that you DO get your own server it will not happen until next year if not longer then that.