@OP, id say your probably an excellent healer, if youve already made it to 50 and have healed all the dungeons etc i take my hat off to you. I didnt really touch healing in 1.0 but started in 2.0 and although im doing ok im not doing brilliantly. Im having problems at the minute keeping a party alive on the story mode Garuda, and im not ashamed to admit it. Healing isnt an easy job, your eyes are constantly glued to hp bars, while you know youve also got to keep an eye on the battlefield, watch for aoe's etc, plus also on top of healing you have to constantly switch in and out of cleric stance to be able to at least dot targets. Oh and Sleep duty too, if theres no BLM in party its also your job to sleep. Dont be discouraged, your doing a great job! If DD's call you out, ask them to switch to WHM and show you how its done. Oh and shame on the other WHM for letting you carry them.