The part that is killing this for me is just this sort of snowball effect that starts when I get my hopes up.

I was terribly excited for the initial 14 beta and release of 1.0. And all of these instability issues were there with random disconnects and crashes.

Now, I was terribly excited to play during Post Beta Early Access. And now at first I couldn't log in. Then I couldn't actually progress in any story content because the instance servers were having trouble. Then I'd get disconnected and be unable to log back in. Its fine when there is a queue, but telling me to try again later just makes me spam the log in, congesting the character server, until I get a queue. I put time aside from my packed schedule and work to make sure I could experience this 'early access.' I feel I had put my hopes too high and this game wasted far too much of my time.