Oh I don't think i would ever be able to work a job competently as an artist.. I'm not good enough, I don't have formal training, AND (I think this is the main reason) I let outside crap effect me too much to let me draw consistently. Other work is work, I can get it done and just deal with my silly spazz moments on my free time, but drawing for me is more connected to how I'm feeling? So I wouldn't want to be undependable because of being so tempestuous.
Though - I am making a conscious effort this year to seriously keep at it. I sit down every morning and FORCE myself to at least draw/paint/sew SOMETHING everyday. Even if I don't finish it.... or its just to work a little bit on a previous sketch. I'm hoping to see a drastic difference between this year and the next by the time it gets there ^o^ Here's hoping.
and Yay can't wait to see you all in beta then. Will Neo and the Wifey be playing as well?
Neo is in..wifey might go for it as well, I'll convince her![]()
I sort of wish there was a separate pets topic on the forums, cause I'm a bit disappointed whenever I see a furball instead of a player pic![]()
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this is me when im fat.
this is me when im a little bit loose weight...
am i asian enough to be asian?
Time for work, I got to go!
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@ FuriousCupcakes - hahaha i didn't think people still played the pokemon card game XD I used to play with my younger sister and my best mate almost every day after school - but that was in 7th/8th grade when it first came out. hah nostalgia. *snort* and lookit you trying to entice all the gamer geeks with your pretty pink towel~
@ Seirra_Lanzce - hah and asian enough yep ^^ you look more asian then i do and im half Chinese.
Hahaha we actually just started playing Pokemon, my cousin (Kneebreaker Cuddlekins) and his friends picked it up one day when they were bored and roped us into it about 3 weeks ago. We're still playing Yu-gi-oh also lol. And yeah Muffins snapped that picture of me when I wasn't expecting, but I think I totally rock the pink towel.@ FuriousCupcakes - hahaha i didn't think people still played the pokemon card game XD I used to play with my younger sister and my best mate almost every day after school - but that was in 7th/8th grade when it first came out. hah nostalgia. *snort* and lookit you trying to entice all the gamer geeks with your pretty pink towel~
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@ Seirra_Lanzce - awww poor thing. I totally understand though. My family is from Peru and Taiwan XD and my siblings and i grew up in a suuppperrr multicultural custom embracing house. So we spoke spanish at home and then English at school and then we lived in Brazil for a while and spoke Portuguese everywhere else... all the while making sure to go out for the FULL ON family get togethers of like 20+ people for Dim Sum. and if you happened to see my picture, you can see im very. not... asian or latino looking XD. So we had these giant get togethers and I swear im the only one in the family that looks NOT of our backgrounds.. and they would like give me a damn fork, or ask if i wanted like "mac n cheese" as opposed to traditional fare at restaurants. Or best yet, Back home in Texas where a huuuggeee population speaks spanish, we'd have some person being rude and talking behind your back in spanish... and its like "person.... thats my first language . . ."
@ FuriousCupcakes - oohh my husband and his best mate play yu-gi-oh (im spelling this wrong aren't i) -not recently because they are both armed forces but when we do see each other, they always bring their decks XD its pretty amusing.
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