That's the problem. I'm not even eager to try alpha because I do know what alpha purpose is (or so i thought). If I do get invite, then yeah I might try it. But I do wanna take this break as chances to enjoy other things.

But if they don't want to give invite, then why keep spamming my inbox with that worthless advertising? I mean how bad is SE management not able to identify who applied and who don't?

I just written my complaint to SE right now about this. It is really annoying!