I'm cool with you immersing yourself and having "big respect" for the moogle and what not, have fun with it.

But if this is serious, and you would really like real people working on a video game to change the appearance of a NPC because it's being "tortured" in your role playing world, then I think you might need to pull the reins and take it down a notch.

Not trying to be mean, but this is taking it a little too far.