I'm sorry about your personal life Kilta. Believe me, I understand how things like that can pull you out of whack emotionally.

I understand that FFXI had a harsher death penelty? That would explain why many are asking for it now. Some do like that sort of thing, and others are just comfortable with what they are used to. But I wouldn't worry about it too much. Yes, there are a lot of voices for harsher penalties, but there are quite a few that are not. Just as many I think.