Americans really need to stop misusing the concept "gaslighting" for every time someone tries to persuade them that pineapple is good on pizza, however patently ridiculous that might be to the majority of well reasoned people. (I kind of mean that seriously, gaslighting is phenomenally corrosive and it shouldn't be used lightly)
Also, I think you need a hug Aidorouge.
Here is a hug...
/hug
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