I'm being serious.
I've been trying to understand it since Endwalker and I just can't, and this tilts me as a person where I feel like an absolute failure, and I spiral into depression. Please excuse my passive aggressiveness as the PvP revival discord has only ever told me 'git gud' responses, so here I am.
I need to understand why...
Question 1
When going for potions on the map, why is it the 5th person behind me that gets the heal? How to fix this? How is it fair to where on MY screen? MY GAME! I am the first one on top of it, AND/OR Dead on it!
This is the same for the one map in CC with the tornados and the chocobo buffs! WHY Is it that I am the only one chasing it, then anyone waddles in, and it's the person on the damn spawn point that gets it?!
Question 2
Who thinks 1 button, 1 shots are a good thing? I really want to know.
How is NIN, insta-kill, a good thing? It's a full animation stun, into an instant death.
And you ONLY need to be 50% health. You DO know, a ninja can simply Assassinate > Hyosho, and you are already at 50% right? This is only 1 job, with 2 abilities. Let's not forget there are 4 other team members. The way I see it is... As soon as you hit recuperate once, you've already lost VS Ninja LB.
Samurai is debatable there's a laughable 2 button setup, and it's very visible.
I don't see a damage set up into a 1 shot a problem, that's been in ALL mmo pvps. Root / stun into xyz spells, and abilities, burst, dead.
Question 3
When I play...
WAR/DRK/MNK/MCH
WAR LB Shout - I only ever hit 1 person, when there are 3 people grouped on point?
DRK Salted Earth - I can never get the follow up root to happen unless the person on the other end is sleeping at the wheel.
MNK/MCH - Knock back. Why are they always flying to the opposite side if where I am aiming? Why am I never able to push them in a bad location? I find it unfair to me, the paying customer that I am seeing my enemy in front of me, ready to use my skill to put them into a bad position, yet they just are blown behind me and to safety?
There are 100 more questions, but I'm going to start with these. I really hope, I get answers to my questions and not simply trolls with the 'git gud' responses. I have been desperately trying to understand and get better, but these little things make me want to never grind to crystal rank ever again, every queue was a slog, depressing, and a job I hated.