Difficulty of normal content.

[waruvi]

I don't run with players, I have Anxiety, and My heart races, and My hands shake so much so that It's sometimes hard to even keep them on the keys, I don't want to burden others so i run with trusts, and Put off Trials for months

I did the whole Dawntrail msq with trust, even the 2 trials you can do with trust. Like even npc literally tells you where to go if you're still struggling, if that is still too hard I would advise you to just pick Warrior and face tank everything, you can be eating tons of aoe and it wouldn't matter as long as you press your mitigations cooldown, you can be playing an aggressive tank that disregard every mechanics and Alphinaud or Urianger will still carry you. xD