Quote Originally Posted by Shadow_Darkmoon View Post
I don\\'t run with players, I have Anxiety, and My heart races, and My hands shake so much so that It\\'s sometimes hard to even keep them on the keys, I don\\'t want to burden others so i run with trusts, and Put off Trials for months
I am going to be really honest with you rn, as another person with anxiety. You are perpetuating the issue further by never challenging your anxiety and never jumping out of trusts or duty support. You are just going around in a circle and you are not going to be able to ever improve your skill or make your own enjoyment of this game better.

No one is forcing you, ofc, but I saw this reply and needed to say something because that level of anxiety needs to be addressed and doing what you are doing is not properly addressing it.