stuck off world

[WantonWalrus]

I did this to myself, so I'm not angry. But I wanted to be able to play with friends on another world so I logged off thinking id just have a lower priority in logging in and the world isn't that populated so I knew the queue would die down and then I thought I could log in. My level 1 alt when I try to log in either immediately gets in or there's a queue of 50 people tops. But I still cant log in on my main. I feel like I'm being gaslit, and it won't let me transfer back to own server either.