Is it finally my time to end my journey?

[TaleraRistain]

You sound like you're burned out. Quit for a bit. Spend your time on something else that you find enjoyable. Then see if your interest comes back. If you aren't feeling it anymore, you'll just burn yourself out more forcing it. But allowing yourself time to get past the burn out may mean you can come back with a fresh perspective and find your bliss in the game again at some later point.

I've played MMOs since 1999. I've left many, sometimes after breaks where I found I couldn't regain the interest, or sometimes miring myself in misery from being burned out but too stubborn to leave. Hopefully you can find what makes you happy again, in this game or outside it. Wish you the best.