Quote Originally Posted by Carin-Eri View Post
You must derive pleasure from something though? I mean, you clearly play FFXIV as you've made a thread pertaining to MSQ content. Your signature pic, regardless of context, is of two people who look happy?
Alexander is a vampire and Raven is the main character they are from vampire kisses, im not saying happyness doesnt exist, im just saying it doesnt last moments of extreme joy and happyness do occure but they are always followed by tears shaking and sleepy tiredness where everything is pointless including gaming. can't post after this being watched and they dont want me posting on the forums.... unless they watching and approve of what im saying and this isnt one they wouldnt approve of how im talking on this topic if they knew id have to explain it to my shirnk... and id rather not go into that. But I want to say before i have to go.. joy exist it just doesnt last but a day or two at the most before your crushed again