Thanks everyone, I really really appreciate all the ideas!! I didn't end up winning the plot, but I already have a medium that I didn't know how to decorate so I'll be adding some of his flair to it! In addition, I used a retainer fantasia so that, in a way, we can share a house again. Part of me feels weird, but my FC mates have all been very helpful reminding me that everyone grieves different.

It would really be wonderful if SQuenix could figure something out in the future. It sucks that a company that constantly goes on about caring for their players is still just a company in the end. It's a cruel reminder that everything will stay the same no matter what happens.

Thank you all again, I didn't consider I'd get so much kindness. <3