I have to some degree. A lot of it is harder for me because guides are just walls of text, and I get overwhelmed. I have to slowly learn stuff, but then when I do, I remember it for a really long time. I need someone to really help kinda guide me through Eureka. That's a tough ask. The majority of people aren't that selfless, and I'm not going to force someone to help me. I wish I was like everyone else, and I could just open that pdf up and knock it out, but I can't.

Hell, I didn't learn highend crafting until someone extended the olive branch and brought it down to my level. And now I help my FC mates with it.

I'm a lost cause. I know this, but this is me trying to learn.

It may not seem like it, but I genuinely need help.