My mother died as well, December 20th 2017 on a Wednesday in between the hours of 3pm to 6pm, she had MS and it finally killed her, way I got through her death was knowing she's in heaven not suffering anymore and when I die and go to heaven in the future I'll get to be with her again, so my condolences to you and your family for your loss and hopefully my story helps u in any small way.

Other then that, I have zero faith in humanity, or even in myself, only in Jesus have I felt my faith being put in a sustainable thing.

People are people, if there heart is in something they won't change unless a traumatic or super joyful event happens to them, facts we'll only use if it benefits us and we'll twist em to meet our liking that's my opinion on myself and my fellow man.

A time to love, a time to hate, a time to heal, a time to kill, and so on.