Well first off i was not coming at you like you think i was, lets get that straight. Secondly who said that you was dead weight? that was an example nothing more nothing less. Nobody plays this game like a job , expect for streamers. People like you also miss interrupt what tools are for.
Keep in mind the following when it come to information on fights and job balancing nobody knows what is the difference. take red mage back in shadow bringers. Once people that main red mage found out that it was underperforming they was giving feed back on it. And later they got the buff they need. Keep in mind nobody likes to have there favorite job underperforming.
Or what type of damage is going out. Is this hit physical or is it magic?
Listen you don't have to apologies to anyone.
You are really taken it personally I'm trying to have a conversation with people here. this is a general forum after all.
Nobody is gate keeping. the only person that is gate keeping is one self not some parser.
Parsers are always used on high end content. If you watch the videos like you said, you understand that is needed to do that fine.
You already shown improvement anyways. Even if you dont want to admit it or not. I remember that you said that you where not willing to improve but that was during storm blood but now at endwalker you are admitting that you are willing to learn. That's what people will always ask. that the mindset that separate people
If you need to know im very causal. Im working like 50+ hours and the only time i can play is the weekends but even that i have things i got to do. Before you start assuming what people due and they do not have a history of of saying that they are hardcore , etc you might want to ask them first
let me give you something A master of anything was once a beginner.