Are you enjoying this?

[BaurusSeaborn]

I'm being completely frank here: that sounds like an intensely unhealthy way to engage with the game. Games are supposed to be fun.

I agree. I think the current reward structure of PvP encourages unhealthy play habits, in no small part because of its time-limited rewards and the general FOMO that comes with that. I'd love to see that changed.

If you aren't enjoying it, why are you doing it?

I expect the permanent rewards from completing achievements in PvP to ultimately out-weigh the temporary displeasure involved in the content itself.

Being completely serious, have you considered talking to someone about this? It doesn't sound like a healthy way of approaching the game.

That is essentially what I'm doing now. I came for the catharsis of venting.