We wipe to the phase where the tanks must limit break and laugh, the group twas super fricken friendly. We all forgot about that because many fights do not require the tank lb3 at all. I feel relieved because now I can remember what I learned during our first wipe. This time I will not forget my opener and I will not miss those two fire 4 casts. Annnnnd, I did it! Sure, I dropped enochian during phase transitions or by attempting to sneak in that extra fire 4 before fire 1 (I had no fire 3 procs

) because the add I targeted died before cast finished.
It was not towards the end of the fight that it all began to click, the rotation suddenly made sense in my mind. All because I listened to family and friends and pushed myself. I stayed alive too and avoided all avoidable damage, I only perished when we wiped yet still I felt I had done awfully. I did not even wish to look at the "damage logs" yet I did and.. I did top damage!
All that worrying, all that fear of letting the team down and now I have this thought that for all those times I felt this way someone on my team was not pressing their buttons because "I do not like how that spell looks". Huh. Thanks, I hate it?