Honestly I can be the exact same. Some days I can be on it and absolutely amazing. I beat coil s back in ARR. Dabled in Savage in 3.0 and less so in 4.0 and I can be a solid player with a solid grasp of everything.

Other days I'm not. Just last night I found myself dying alot in the tower to mechanics I know and understand but for some reason I mess them up. Oh black lines stand behind a white block.... i know that's wrong but my brain says do it anyway cos it's not paying attention.

The other thing I think is the level of content. Dungeons are incredible dumbed down and easy.. the first rub I did of pagalthan for example. Didn't occur to anyone you could tether those lightning markers to the posts so we all just sat there eating them and had zero issues. When content is that forgiving you tend to switch off. Which is where the old joke about paying more attention to netflix than what's happening in game comes from.

I'd say I'm pretty average maybe even mediocre these days. The button bashing bores the shit out of me. Especially when it never changes. Same rotation all day every day no matter what boss... boring.