Got to Amaurot and spoke to Big H. Mind is blown. BLOWN.

[Tensaihime]

I have one relative who plays, but he’s an Emet-Selch fanboy who is alternating between crying laughing and PROMISING me that I won’t turn into an angel. I need to yell about this to somebody who will cackle a little less, so I came here.

I did not expect my WoL -er, WoD -to

once have been a fragment of a member of the group I have only ever wanted to burn down. And I would be happy to brush off the convo as more lies, like I’ve been doing with everything else that came out of Emet’s mouth. The history/culture nerd in me loves this city, the cynic in me says it’s too good to really have been like this. For all I know H is a very elaborate part of this very elaborate reconstruction, sent to throw me off before I get to the big man.

But Seto also said that the WoD had a similar soul to Ardbert’s, and Seto seemed like a decent sort who wouldn’t lie. And it would explain why Ardbert keeps coming around, and why the cutscenes make my WoD WANT him around, and why

they can touch

. I guess I’ll never be rid of him now. And that bit at the Ladder, where Emet acts for a second like

the WoD would remember Amaurot... that makes sense now.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH


I just... I just can’t, y’all. I logged out. Assuming this is the truth, it won’t

make me vulnerable to any trickery by Zodiark or his cult, will it? I/Ardbert wasn’t one of the ones who helped with the summoning, right? I should get answers if I keep playing, but y’all... I don’t wanna be one of them! I don’t want to have been one of them or part of one of them!

This is some cursed knowledge that I don’t know how to deal with other than beating the tar out of Emet for making me hear it... an act that Y’shtola and Minfilia 8.0 say will

finish me off.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH