Been really obsessing over how I missed the tiny hat event for this game. It's like a dirty mark on my account. Don't really know why, but every time I actually miss an event, it's not even the rewards that bothers me, but the fact that I miss out on an achievement. Doesn't happen very often. I couldn't care less about most of the rewards, although the tiny hat might have looked good with a red mage glamour. It probably would have actually. I procrastinated until the last night to do it, then I fell asleep after playing Lost Ark that entire day. Really don't know why nasty marks like this bother me so much. It's always something small that has me thinking about it for weeks after the fact, years actually.

Aside from that, in Lost Ark, I seem to have fallen back into my usual. I only play three characters (or jobs), for the most part. I feel really bad about it too, because I kind of made myself into a liar. I joined a guild on a different alt, but I just decided one morning I hated that class, so I just stopped playing it pretty much altogether, aside from some minor daily stuff (not actually playing content with it). I only accepted the guild invite, because the guy was nice in PMs, and I didn't want to join a guild on my actual main character, but I had told him that, at the time, I might have made that character my "main" alt, and that definitely isn't true now. I still log into it to donate to that guild every single day, even though I get no value out of it, over some sense of obligation.