My problem is that I feel like I'm try to fight my way out of folding onto myself too hard and eventually end up losing, thus regressing back to invisibility status and ultimately vanishing from all social interactions--all the while being in a fc. Which sucks because I do my best to social and greet, maybe put up a joke or two but I just sink right back into being one with a wall, then feel like I don't fit even though FCs haven't done anything to make me feel excluded out of anything.

To quote Alisae to myself : "Why are you like this?"