I am so EXHAUSTED with dealing with people now. I just remembered why I just play this game solo, why I never bothered to look for a guild, people. Yeah, I'm venting. I've been running groups in Borzja for going on a good 3 weeks now, maybe I've just been having bad days lately. I never even wanted to start running parties in the first place. I just always get put into leadership positions, I hate it. I always try to make the farms work for everyone there. I genuinely feel bad when things don't work out. Don't get me wrong, just like Eureka I've met some fun people here and there, but in general people are very combative. It can be a literal minefield to try to actually try and chat with people.

I don't know. I'm not really adding too much context here. I just waste hours. upon hours, upon hours doing things SOLELY for other people, because I want things to work out. I hate leaving things unfinished, things should be done right, and end well. Guess my time doesn't matter. Whatever. Not much of a rant I guess.