Sorry, I had to get this out of my chest.
It's been a long time since I queued into roulettes as a SCH, so today I queued into dungeons as one. My first dungeon pull I was ready to Bio and then spread it with Deployment Tactics... and then I remembered that was specifically for PvP now.
... So I applied the DoT to each mob and then spammed Art of War until everything died. I continued with the dungeon, only to realize I haven't casted a single heal for the entirety of the first boss until I stepped onto an orange aoe. Even then, it was when the boss was about to die, so the lustrate was pretty pointless. I was just throwing energy drains and whispering dawn was rarely used. We had a WAR and 2 DNC in the party.
By the end of the dungeon, I have used 1 lustrate + 1 indom + 4 whispering Dawns to actively heal. That was it.
It occurred to me that I was not actually having fun on SCH. I was not healing. I was actually spamming the same 2 to 3 button DPS. Sometimes changing Broil for Art of War. I didn't have as much fun as I did with PvP SCH that can spread DoTs. It felt so lackluster. I didn't enjoy the gameplay at all.
I think I actually hit the limit of how much I can tolerate healer gameplay. In the past I would still queue into dungeons while grumbling about the state of healer gameplay because I still have tomestones to farm and healer queues are instant, but I think I'm actually done... The current healing design for dungeons is no longer enjoyable for me in the slightest.
I'm too fed up with it all.