Can we get choices that really matter and have a effect?

[Rannie]

To be fair, yours is not the correct comparison. Your mother was a human, just like you and everyone else. Emet, and all His people are/were not. You may not like the idea of killing living beings from your same race to bring her back to life, but you sure'll consider It if those were the lives of lower beings, like rats (to give an example). Also, he did lose pretty much all his people, not only the ones who gave their lives to their god, but also the ones shattered by mom crystal

And if you re read what I wrote I did not specify human lives to be destroyed to bring my mother back I said lives meaning any sort of life for that matter.