My problem is sort of the reverse. I can be talkative, participate in social events and eventually make friends. The problem is that I don't know how to keep those connections. I just...slink out of everyone's radar, basically melding in the background completely unseen and unnoticed and I hate myself for doing so. I know why I'm like this cuz for a very long time when I was a kid, I used to move a lot so I never made long lasting relationships but you'd think by now, I would've gotten better.

At this point, I feel like Casper the friendly ghost: Here today to bring you a smile, gone tomorrow without even saying goodbye.