How strange a feeling. That when I first stepped foot into the dark, briny depths of the oceans, they met with me a plethora of emotions I could have never expected to feel. Known aptly to be named as the Tempest by its inhabitants, I found myself awestruck. A wonderous land beneath the waves. A small reminder of home, where the seas called my name and welcomed one’s embrace. Yes, it was much like La Noscea, and yet not completely the same.
Still, the nostalgia was there. And as I explored her depths, I found myself increasingly captivated. The deeper into the undersea caverns I went, the more the tugging in my heart pulled. As if I should be remembering something. A growing ache. Unable to understand it, I continued my journey into darker waters.
Until… at the very end of it… my eyes opened upon a new world. A city quite unlike any I had ever seen before.
With it, that ever-familiar pull from within.
“This place…” I could not help but murmur. “Why does it affect me so?”
Never before had my heart cried upon visiting a place so unknown. Never before had I ever felt so attached to any particular locale or person. Always the wandering soul, called upon to a new cause with each passing day. With little respite, mind you, but how else can I help it? When a world’s inhabitants calls upon your very name? How am I to ever ignore their pleas?
Yet this place… this city once called Amaurot… Suddenly my worries dispersed. The burdens on my shoulders relaxed. As if I were coming back to a home I once knew. In the back of my mind, I recognized her. But all the same, I could not place it as to why.
Standing in her enormity, her boundless landscapes… knowing it to be but an illusion, I yearned nonetheless. To remember. To learn her. To simply revel in this city that took my every breath. A multitude of questions burned from within, but none to answer for me. No one knew. Not even I.
None other but the very person who called me here… Only they could tell me why my chest hurt so deeply. Why I wanted nothing more than to throw it all away and find my reasoning for this place.
“How long its been since I last found myself so curious?” I remember laughing to myself.
Up until that very moment, I knew my place in the world. I could picture the direction it was bound to take. My role in it all, the savior of many, meant only to bring about countless heroics. Everyone depended on me. And I depended on them to point me in the right direction.
Just this once… I knew not what it was I was meant to do. A new experience with no predictable ending. How uncertain I was! Yet it was about time I chose my course, wasn’t it?
“Let us be about it then.”
(( Mandragora Choker ))