I mean I get it, OP. My whole life I've gotten obsessed with fictional characters. I love to analyze them and pick apart why they fascinate me and try to find ways to explore their characters. Sometimes I'm attracted to them... I'd be lying if I said I ever inserted myself into a fantasy or anything like that but since I think about these obsessions a LOT, who am I to judge?

I've never been emotionally compromised by fiction, it's never stopped me from doing things like having jobs or real relationships... To me it's almost a hobby at this point. Character analysis.